{"id":9776,"date":"2016-03-10T12:14:00","date_gmt":"2016-03-10T12:14:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/goteamfiction.com\/?p=9776"},"modified":"2024-04-07T11:27:31","modified_gmt":"2024-04-07T10:27:31","slug":"splintered-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/goteamfiction.com\/index.php\/2016\/03\/10\/splintered-4\/","title":{"rendered":"Splintered 4"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\"><b>Chapter 4<\/b><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Wes, totally oblivious to his surroundings, opened the top drawer and blinked owlishly at the clutter. Instead of stationary, he was not all that surprised to find a plethora of women\u2019s cosmetics in Cordelia\u2019s desk. Taking the proverbial bull by the horns he finally reached in and grabbed a handful. As he moved to unload the items into one of the nearby boxes, one slipped out of his grasp and clattered onto the desk surface. He winced at the noise, quickly dropping the rest into the box and reaching down to grab the escapee; a bright pink tube with the words \u201cRaspberry Ripple\u201d printed on the bottom.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Wes frowned and pulled it apart, finding an unused lipstick. \u201cRaspberry Ripple?\u201d he murmured, bringing it closer to his face. \u201cDoesn\u2019t <i>look<\/i> like any raspberry ripple I\u2019ve ever seen.\u201d He peered closer at the deep pink color just as Angel appeared at his shoulder.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cWhatcha doing, Wes?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cEeargh!\u201d Wes spun round, his hand jerking high as he did so, smearing pink across his cheek. Angel merely stared at him as he clutched his chest with a shaky hand.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cDear God in heaven, Angel!\u201d he finally spluttered unconsciously waving the lipstick around wildly. \u201cDo you <i>have<\/i> to sneak up like that on-on poor defenseless people?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Angel stepped back a pace as the offending item came a little too close to his face. Belatedly realizing, Wes cleared his throat, turning quickly to retrieve the lid and pop it into the box before facing the enquiring vampire. \u201cDoes Cordy know about your\u2026\u201d Angel pointed at the open drawer, \u201cinterest in that stuff?\u201d If he hadn\u2019t already had a suspicion as to what Wes was actually doing, Angel would\u2019ve found the whole situation amusing, especially when the man flushed as pink as the lipstick smeared on his face.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cOh\u2026Oh! No!\u201d Wes hastened to correct that assumption, then hesitated, and wracked his brains for a delicate way to put it. He couldn\u2019t for the life of him, and instead hummed and arred before finally blurting out, \u201cCordelia asked me to collect the rest of her things.\u201d His discomfort grew as Angel stood motionless, silently staring at him, but then let out a small sigh of relief when he broke eye contact and instead looked down at his boots for a long moment.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cAngel?\u201d Wes cleared his throat and continued awkwardly. \u201cI\u2019m afraid Cordelia meant what she said yesterday. She actually resigned from Angel Investigations.\u201d He shifted uncomfortably as the dark head remained dipped.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Though the words slowly sunk in, Angel said nothing at first as he focused in on the memory of last night and her stubborn attempt at leaving. That wasn\u2019t for real; it was all show just to piss him off. Well, now it was working. Dammit, he didn\u2019t imagine that her little huff would last this long. He\u2019d expected to find her back at her desk this afternoon.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">There had to be some mistake. Keeping a tight reign on his temper, Angel finally lifted his head, and Wes was a bit surprised to hear a thread of amusement in his quietly spoken question and nodded slowly, his face set in apologetic lines. \u201cShe actually said that she quit, that she wasn\u2019t coming back?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Angel pursed his lips and rocked back on his heels as he considered his options. Glancing at the boxes, he felt his anger grow by leaps and bounds, but kept his tone level, \u201cLeave the rest. I think I should be the one to go over.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Noting the gaping fish expression that appeared on Wes\u2019 face, he added, \u201cAfter all, this is my fault.\u201d He lifted a staying hand to stave off the sputtering protests that he knew Wes would attempt to make. \u201cI wasn\u2019t exactly pleasant to her yesterday. I\u2019ll take that box,\u201d he inclined his head to the half full one.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Wes took a step forward when Angel picked up the cardboard box and turned to walk away. \u201cBut what about the rest?\u201d he asked hesitantly.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cHopefully, after I\u2019ve sorted this out, Cordy will be back, right?\u201d Angel paused on his way to the office. At Wes\u2019 relieved nod of agreement, he continued on. As he grabbed the handle to close the door, he caught Wes\u2019 anxious gaze.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cOh, and Wes, I don\u2019t think it\u2019s a good idea to\u2026 tell her about the change of plan,\u201d he suggested. \u201cI\u2019m sure she doesn\u2019t wanna talk to me right now and I really want the chance to tell her how much we need her here.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cThat would definitely be an unwise move, yes,\u201d Wes replied, in complete agreement, hope flaring that Angel could soothe her ruffled feathers and then they could put all this unpleasantness behind them and continue on what was the most important: the mission. After all, that was the reason they were all together in the first place.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Angel\u2019s answering smile lasted as long as it took to close his door, then it disappeared abruptly.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">***<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cGeez, Dennis, just let him in,\u201d Cordelia called out from the kitchen where she was busy pouring herself a tall glass of iced tea. \u201cWes is bringing over the stuff from my desk.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Phantom Dennis made no move to open the door. That wasn\u2019t Wesley out there, he knew, but Angel. Considering some of the things Cordelia had been saying to him about the vampire since last night, it seemed like a good time to watch and wait. He\u2019d been observing them for weeks; months even, and had a feeling that something was about to happen.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">With a roll of her eyes, Cordelia grabbed the door handle. \u201cGetting lazy? If you don\u2019t use all that ghostly energy, you\u2019ll turn into a fat blob.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cWho\u2019s fat?\u201d The question startled Cordelia who\u2019d been looking behind her rather than at the door she\u2019d just opened.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">From the way her eyes slowly drifted down Angel\u2019s tall frame, the ghost figured it should be obvious Cordy didn\u2019t think it was him. But her gaze snapped back up to his as she demanded to know, \u201cWhere\u2019s Wes?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cI left him locked up in the basement, bound and gagged,\u201d Angel responded so smoothly that Cordy gaped at him. For half a second, she believed every word. That only served to cause his level of aggravation to inch higher.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cThat is so not funny,\u201d Cordelia certainly wasn\u2019t laughing. \u201cI don\u2019t want you here right now. Wes was supposed to come.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Grasping either side of the doorframe as he waited for her to invite him in, Angel finally pushed away and took a step forward. Explaining, \u201cThis is between us. We need to talk.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Cordelia watched him with a narrowed gaze as he swept past her into the living room. All things considered, she really wasn\u2019t surprised to see him, even before the sunset. Figuring that he must have taken the sewer short cut from the hotel, she knew he had to be angry to be so impatient about getting there.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">She stalked past him at a fast pace, shutting the door just this side of a slamming it, the sound jarring. \u201cThere\u2019s nothing between us to talk about; you being my bad attitude ex-boss, me being the ex-slave-to-your-every-whim.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">All but fuming at her cavalier response, Angel told her, \u201cThat\u2019s wrong on so many counts.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cPfft!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">There was only one place where Cordy answered to his every whim and somehow he doubted sharing those details would make her reconsider her decision to quit. \u201cWhether you choose to remember it or not, I\u2019m your friend.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cSays the grumpy tyrant.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Angel frowned, trying to come up with a reason that did not include the fact that he dreamt about her night after night and felt like he\u2019d actually stayed up for the marathon sessions in bed rather than slept for hours on end. \u201cI ha\u2014\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cI know, I know,\u201d Cordelia threw up her hands in exasperation. \u201cYou haven\u2019t let anyone keep you from hiding out in your rooms. Brood, brood, brood. If it\u2019s not the broody mode, it\u2019s the bossy one.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Only the slow grinding of his teeth kept Angel from growling his response as she started to mimic some of his latest requests. The completely exaggerated way in which she did it left him stewing in anger. He watched for a few moments as she paced across the room. \u201cStop that, dammit! I thought you had some respect for what we do, even if you could care less about me, personally.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Snapping her mouth shut, Cordelia whirled back around to find him much closer than before, glaring down at her in a way that left her breathing fast, her heart pounding. \u201cThis isn\u2019t about the mission.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cYou can\u2019t quit,\u201d Angel inched forward as he made his point. \u201cYou\u2019re Vision Girl! You can\u2019t just decide to quit the visions. You\u2019re my seer. There\u2019s a connection between us you can\u2019t run away from.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Breath shaking, standing her ground, Cordelia simply said, \u201cIt\u2019s not the visions I\u2019m quitting, Angel. It\u2019s\u2026 you.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Dead silence followed as Cordelia awaited his reaction. He didn\u2019t yell, or pout or do any of the things she expected him to do. He just stood there, soaking in the silence, his expression a blank slate. She wished he\u2019d just say something and get this over with.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cSay something,\u201d the prompt only seemed to thicken the tension. Hugging herself as she crossed her arms over her chest, the little squeeze did nothing to ease her sudden discomfort. \u201cFine. You do a great impression of a clam. The Powers may call the shots on the visions, but there\u2019s no rule book that says I can\u2019t phone Wes on the hotline if I have one.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">After another eternity of waiting, Angel finally spoke up. His whole bearing shifted from stony and emotionless back to vibrant intensity within a matter of seconds. She could feel it, a palpable energy that wrapped around her making her body shiver in anticipation. A small part of her was afraid that he would notice.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Maybe he\u2019d get the hint and leave if she ignored him. It was an impossible task. Angel stood within inches now, his broad shoulders blocking out everything else. \u201cYou don\u2019t quit me, Cordelia,\u201d the use of her full name and the semblance of a threat in his tone raised the hair at the nape of her neck.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Angel\u2019s possessive tone rankled her already frayed nerves. \u201cNot your decision. I can do anything I want. This is my life. Maybe I am the source of the visions that let you earn your chance at redemption, but that doesn\u2019t make me yours to bully around the office.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cI don\u2019t bully you.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cHah! You\u2019ve been an ass, lately,\u201d she said hotly, her eyes sparkling brightly with rage. It was more than just his gruff behavior, especially when Gunn was around. \u201cAll you do these days is sleep, complain and act\u2026 weirder than usual.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">That description was hardly flattering, but to Angel\u2019s mind there was only one reason for it: Cordelia herself. If he slept, he dreamt of her. If he was tired, it was because he couldn\u2019t sleep thinking of her. The complaints were all because of his own damned jealousy and the fact that he was too tired to control it. As for acting weird, he had no idea what she meant.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">After staring down at his feet, Angel raised his soulful brown eyes to stare into hers. Then giving into temptation, stroked his knuckles against the curve of her cheek. Cordelia leaned into it for an instant, until she jerked away from his touch.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cIf it was just the attitude, I\u2019d just put it down to the norm. Moody and broody is just your style, for the most part. That\u2019s not the only reason I\u2019m leaving.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Angel didn\u2019t care about reasons. \u201cI just want you back where you belong, where I know I can watch over you.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cI can look after myself. This decision is for the best. You may not see that now, but I know it,\u201d Cordelia urged him to understand what she was saying. \u201cYou\u2019ve been acting so creepy lately. You\u2019ve been all over me. Hello, breathing room is necessary for us humans.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">He didn\u2019t stop to think about it. Angel just leaned in closer, hands slowly sliding up her bare arms and making the space between them narrow to mere inches. Tiny tremors tingled along her skin as the gruff edge to his demand came oh, so softly, \u201cDrop the pretense.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Hotly denying it, \u201cI\u2019m not pretending anything,\u201d she futilely attempted to move out of his iron hold. Now still, the hard contours of his chest pressed against her breasts and they peaked in reaction. \u201cI just want you out of my personal bubble, my apartment and my life.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Calm, almost too calm, Angel focused on her involuntary responses rather than her words. \u201cI don\u2019t believe you. There\u2019s something between us that goes beyond visions, beyond friendship. It excites you, doesn\u2019t it?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cScares me!\u201d she rebutted as he hit that particular target with perfect accuracy.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cYou think I don\u2019t know that you want me? That I can\u2019t tell when your pulse is racing, like now, or any of a hundred other little signs.\u201d Ones he\u2019d never noticed before, amazingly enough. His fingers weaved into her hair, \u201cYou smell so good,\u201d but his face was buried at her throat when he said it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Cordelia pushed against his chest. Any signs of hers were unintentional. A frisson of excitement and fear shot along her spine. Pleading for him to see reason, \u201cJust back off,\u201d she curled her fingernails into her palms letting the sting remind her of the reason it was necessary. \u201cYou know this can\u2019t go anywhere.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Straightening up, Angel let her hair fall back into place, but kept his hand on her shoulder. A glint appeared in his nearly black gaze that left her trembling as she realized she\u2019d said something that actually pleased him. He looked like a racecar driver just given the green light to go ahead.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cSo you admit that there\u2019s something,\u201d Angel raised a brow, looking almost smug as he said it even as Cordelia huffed in exasperation. \u201cAll this time I thought you saw me only as a vampire.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Maybe it wasn\u2019t the best thing to remind your obsessive ex-boss that he owned a pair of fangs, but it seemed to be the only option available. \u201cYou are a vampire, dumbass.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cIs that the only thing you see when you look at me?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Thump-thump-thump, her heart was beating to its own wild tune, sounding in her ears followed by a rush of white noise. Cordelia stared, recognizing the want in his eyes and feeling her own aching response to his touch. He was handsome; she\u2019d never denied that, but it was the way he looked at her lately, the way his mouth parted as he stared at hers. The way she wanted to run her hands down every inch of him and revel in it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">But she couldn\u2019t forget the main thing she saw. It was hidden now, behind those handsome features. It was the part of him he wanted her to forget though it was impossible. Cordelia knew her next words would be painful, but in the here and now they were her only weapon. \u201cI see a demon who wants to be a man, but you aren\u2019t, Angel, not yet. I\u2019m not going to be the one to get in the way of that. Being together day after day\u2026 I just don\u2019t feel safe anymore. It\u2019s getting dangerous.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Stung, Angel simply wanted her to want him in the same wild, passionate way he wanted her and had her in his dreams. That wasn\u2019t so much to ask, was it? There was so much potential for passion inside her. He saw evidence of that everyday. He wanted that energy focused on him. If she could only learn to listen, to hold her tongue and, for once, simply do as he wanted without lecturing him, asking a hundred questions or debating him about a better way to do it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cThere\u2019s nothing dangerous here,\u201d his soft assurances whispered across her lips. \u201cIt\u2019s just you and me, Cordy.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Call it a flashback to her high school crush, but for an instant she believed it to be true. The fact that she wanted it to be true drowned out her better sense in favor of fulfilling a burst of curiosity. Just this once, she told herself. Leaning in, she felt the softness of his mouth against hers as their lips touched tentatively and then collided together. Sudden need, desire, desperation all tumbled into a series of hot clutches. A flurry of deep kisses, shuddered gasps, caresses and moans left any tender exploration behind from the first.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Hot, blinding need held them in its grip when Dennis finally decided to put a halt to the activities. Splashing them both with the contents of the glass of iced tea, they lurched apart. Shocked by the icy bath, the realization of how far their kiss had gone had a similar effect on Cordelia who trembled at the intensity she\u2019d experienced. Geez, he knew just how to kiss her, as if he\u2019d done it a hundred times before, leaving her mouth aching and her body tingling from his skillful touch.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Cordelia lifted a shaking hand to her bottom lip, still swollen from his kisses, her eyes widening as she realized what might have happened. Hit by desire stronger than she\u2019d ever felt, it would be so easy to lose herself in his arms, to give in to that. But Dennis definitely made a good call despite the tea stains. Though being non-corporeal was probably for the best right now considering the look of fury on Angel\u2019s face.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">That reaction was enough to remind Cordelia why she\u2019d left in the first place. This couldn\u2019t happen again. She knew exactly where kisses like that would lead, and when it came to Angel that was simply a place they couldn&#8217;t go. \u201cI want you to go now,\u201d her voice didn\u2019t betray her inner trembling. It was full of renewed resolve.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Dripping wet, Angel tried to control his own reaction, but he was too wound up to easily mask his irritation with the interruption. Having Cordy in his arms for real left his dreams in shadow. He wanted more of that, so much more, but the cold sensation of the crushed ice that had fallen into his collar combined with an initial look of horror on Cordelia\u2019s face. The ice was an irritant, but the way she stared, as if expecting him to go straight for her throat, made him think twice about any attempt at convincing her to let him kiss her again.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">A curse rattled off in his head as Angel realized he needed to leave before he made it worse on them both. This was far from over. Cordelia needed time to get used to the idea that she wanted him, while he had to come up with a way to convince her that there was nothing to fear about being together. \u201cI\u2019m going, but I\u2019ll be back.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">He could try, Cordelia thought, resolved to make sure this didn\u2019t happen again.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">As Angel moved toward the door, he told her, \u201cI brought a few of your things. They\u2019re in the hall outside your door.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Cordelia hadn\u2019t expected that. \u201cWhat about the rest? I should call Wes.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cThe rest stays where it is,\u201d Angel told her firmly, still not backing down on that subject. \u201cIf you want it, you know where to find me.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">When the door closed behind him, Cordelia leaned against it, her palms flat on its painted surface, her flushed cheek resting on the back of one hand.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">***<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Wes looked up as soon as he heard the basement door open and rose to his feet, the tentative feelings of hope squashed at the dark expression on the vampire\u2019s face as he strode through the lobby without stopping.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cC-Cordelia?\u201d He had to ask, although he felt a surge of unexpected unease at the possible reply. Just Angel\u2019s demeanor alone told him things obviously hadn\u2019t gone well.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cShe hasn\u2019t changed her mind\u2026 yet,\u201d Angel coolly replied, not breaking his stride until he reached the stairs and then took them two at a time. Pausing at the top, he looked down at Wes\u2019 obvious distress.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cOh dear! That\u2019s\u2026. what about the visions? We can\u2019t\u2014\u201d Wes began to state the obvious but Angel cut in.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cAren\u2019t a problem. Cordy said she\u2019d phone them in.\u201d Sucking in a breath, he raked a hand through his hair, grimacing as the sticky strands clung to his fingers. No doubt Wes would make a point of going to see her now, and he wondered just how much she\u2019d tell him.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Knowing Cordy as he did, Angel relaxed a little. He had no real worries on that score. As irritating and voluble as she was, he knew one thing for sure. Cordelia Chase didn\u2019t open up about her personal life with anyone. His brief stay in Sunnydale had shown him that.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cGo home Wes,\u201d he advised tiredly, forcing the tension from his tone. \u201cIt\u2019s late, there\u2019s nothing to do and I\u2019m going to bed.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Watched mutely as the vampire turned away and disappeared from sight, Wes slowly turned back to his desk, absently collecting his things before walking across the lobby and pulling open the main door. Reaching out to turn off the lights, he took once last look up to at the galleried landing above.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cIt seems I\u2019ll be paying Cordelia a visit after all,\u201d he murmured before flicking the switch and pulling the door closed behind him.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">***<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cHe\u2019s an ass.\u201d Cordy rattled cups noisily as she readied them for the pot of tea she was making, keeping her back to her friend.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cThat\u2019s a personal opinion, Cordelia, not an answer to my question.\u201d Wes leaned back in his chair and watched as she made herself busy.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">From the moment he\u2019d arrived Wes had a bad feeling. First her muted voice as she apparently had words with her phantom, and then her calling out to ask who\u2019d knocked her door.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">As soon as he\u2019d replied, it had swung open and he was faced with a scowling expression and annoyed hands-on-hips posture, demanding to know why he hadn\u2019t warned her of his change of plans and Angel\u2019s pending arrival. Her pfft at his explanation said a lot more than words, what she thought about it. When he\u2019d dropped his head and turned to walk away, she\u2019d then told him off for being \u2018so damned touchy\u2019 and to get his skinny ass inside.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Now they were ensconced in her kitchen, fifteen minutes had passed and still he was none the wiser about the events of Angel\u2019s earlier visit. Her evasiveness only caused more anxiety, and left him with the distinct feeling that something unpleasant had most definitely occurred.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Cordy delayed joining him at the table for as long as she could, but at least now had what she thought was an acceptable scenario to tell him, but first a little distraction was in order.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cI was looking through my stuff after Angel left. The piddly bit he let me have, that is,\u201d she scowled, placing the spare teapot Wes had brought round and left shortly after the explosion, plus cream, sugar, and the two cups, then sat down opposite him gesturing for Wes to pour it out. As he did so, she continued.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cWell, I thought my \u2018asswipe-ex-boss\u2019,\u201d ignoring the frown thrown at her, \u201chad been messing with my stuff. One of my new lipsticks was totally wrecked.\u201d Cordy stifled a grin when Wes immediately dipped his head as he added sugar and cream to the cups.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cBut, I was wrong there. I know <i>exactly<\/i> what happened to it.\u201d Wes\u2019 head jerked up, the flush of guilt slowly rising at the knowing eyes that met his. Leaning forward she ran a few fingers along his cheek and pulled away to show him the smear of pink across the pads.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Wes\u2019 mouth opened to explain when she instantly raised the hand in a staying gesture. \u201cI don\u2019t wanna know, okay?\u201d she replied, adding, \u201cbut don\u2019t <i>ever<\/i> play wifey with my makeup again. Buy your own. Ah-ah,\u201d again she quelled his words.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">The flush deepened at the twinkle Wes caught in her eye and he sighed resignedly before changing the subject. \u201cSo what happened earlier to make Angel return in a pall of doom and gloom?\u201d She liked blunt, so he took a leaf out of her book.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Cordy shifted in her seat and then described her version of events. \u201cHe told me I couldn\u2019t quit cos I was Vision Girl, and went on about my obligations to \u2018the mission\u2019\u201d she air quoted with a scowl. \u201cAnd, yes, I <i>know<\/i> it\u2019s all about \u2018the mission\u2019, but I didn\u2019t quit that, Wes,\u201d she assured him earnestly.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Nodding in understanding, Wes let out a sigh of relief. Having not been certain of that fact himself, it was good to hear it from her lips. And yet it was clear to him that Cordelia had no intention of coming back, especially after Angel confirmed that in his own delightful way. Perplexed, he listened on.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cHis almighty didn\u2019t like what I had to say,\u201d Cordy huffed, \u201cand got\u2026 personal about it.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Ouch! Their little tiffs had all gotten quite nasty of late. Personal barbs and sharp tongues made standing in the crossfire an uncomfortable place to be. This was not quite the reasoning and apologetic tone Wes had hoped for when Angel told him he was going to see Cordelia. Personally, he thought Angel should have let him mediate, but on thinking of his mediating abilities right now, he wasn\u2019t really sure he himself would have been any more successful.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cAngel mentioned that you\u2019d be ringing in the visions for an indefinite time until he persuades you to return,\u201d Wes told her, then wished he hadn\u2019t when her expression immediately turned stormy.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cOh, he did, did he?\u201d Cordy fumed inwardly. So, Angel had convinced himself she\u2019d fold and go running back, holding his hand with a clueless smile plastered across her face?<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">What the hell was he on? The idea that had formulated in her mind as he left, but had until now, hesitated to implement now seemed like the best thing to go for after all. Plus now she had an opening to ask without feeling uncomfortable doing it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cI don\u2019t want him coming back here, Wes.\u201d She paused at the instant curiosity she saw in his eyes. Dammit, she hadn\u2019t meant that to come out so desperately. \u201cThis is my decision and he\u2019s too pushy and determined to have his own way to let me have mine. His attitude is just getting worse and I don\u2019t want it focused on me.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Although frowning at Cordy\u2019s accusation, Wes silently agreed Angel\u2019s behavior yesterday had been somewhat unpleasant. In fact, he\u2019d been horrified by the venom expressed. And it if were true his behavior earlier had been much worse, then he could honestly understand Cordelia\u2019s reluctance to have him bringing it to her home.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">She leaned forward, her voice earnest and her eyes deadly serious. \u201cI want you to do the anti-invite spell for me.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cDon\u2019t you think that is going a little too far?\u201d Wes baulked at such a measure; mainly because he knew that his involvement in it would definitely bite him on the arse at a later date. He gulped at the thought of Angel, the <i>vampire<\/i> in question, finding his next visit less than welcoming.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cNo, Wes, I\u2019d feel safer if you did it. Dennis threw something at Angel earlier \u2018cos he felt I was being threatened. Didn\u2019t you, Dennis?\u201d she called out to the room in general, and Wes\u2019 cup rattled in response.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">The concern for his own health instantly melted away and was quickly replaced with Cordelia\u2019s. There was no attempt made on her part to mask the unease she obviously felt regarding a vampire who, up until lately had, in his eyes, a place close to his undead heart for her.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cVery well,\u201d he agreed promptly, finishing his tea and rising to his feet. \u201cI\u2019ll need to collect the herbs required first, but that shouldn\u2019t take too long.\u201d He shrugged on his jacket and walked out of the kitchen.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Cordy took a deep, shaky breath as it finally sank in just what measures she was willing to take to keep Angel as far away as was possible. With the imprint of his hands and mouth still tingling her skin and remembering his impassioned words, the <i>belief<\/i> that it was what he wanted without thinking of the consequences, he\u2019d left her no choice.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">***<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Warm night air ruffled the spiky strands of his hair as Angel drove the Plymouth around town, cruising the streets in search of trouble and finding none save the constant stream of traffic. He couldn\u2019t get Cordelia off his mind. The short nap he\u2019d taken upon getting home only made things worse as it picked up exactly where their kiss left off, nor did another turn in the training room help ease the tension that kept him so on edge.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">This was typical Cordy behavior that ate away every scrap of patience he had. It was all too clear that she wasn\u2019t going change her mind about leaving. Certainly not overnight. She was just stubborn enough to hold a grudge, for some reason he still couldn\u2019t figure out, and would probably put herself in some kind of danger in the process. There might be a vision, one of the violent ones where her body flailed out of control, and the only one there would be Dennis.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Angel\u2019s hands gripped the steering wheel at the thought of the phantom menace watching her at all hours of the day or night. He was there when she slept, when she undressed and bathed; a silent witness to her most intimate moments. When Dennis dumped the iced tea on them\u2014 mainly him\u2014 it was proof of the ghost\u2019s obvious jealousy.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Though the sight of him kissing Cordy was just something Dennis would just have to get used to. That was something he planned to repeat soon, and often. When Cordelia came to her senses and understood that things could be perfect between them, she\u2019d give into the desire that swelled between them. He\u2019d given her just a taste of it before the untimely interruption.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">A loud honk jerked Angel out of his thoughts as he realized he was holding up the long line of traffic. Stepping on the gas, he pulled ahead and maneuvered the car along the busy street. Though he had no real destination, he simply felt the need to be out and moving. Just his luck, the next light turned red and he braked to a stop, muttering a curse.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Waiting for the light to change, Angel\u2019s attention wandered again. This time there was a cold sensation that kept him alert rather than focused on recent memories. A familiar laugh sounded on the breeze causing Angel to whip his head to the left. There in the passenger seat of the new silver Mercedes idling next to him was a blonde woman with an unmistakable profile.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u201cDarla!\u201d The name was on his lips before he knew he\u2019d spoken it, shock at seeing her ringing in his voice.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">After a pause, she turned his way, but stared blankly. There was no recognition in her eyes. Angel shifted the car into park and reached for the door handle. He had no idea how it was possible for Darla to be here, but he was going to find out. As he moved to open the door, she looked almost frightened, turning to speak to the dark-haired man behind the wheel.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Angel was halfway out of the car when the Mercedes took off, speeding through the red light and the cross-traffic. Tires screeched and horns honked followed by the immediate crash of metal on metal. Steam billowed into the air from the two cars that swerved to avoid the silver Mercedes only to crash into each other.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\">Though he leaped back behind the wheel and quickly shifted gears, Angel found himself stuck behind the pile-up as the traffic backed up right to left too close to allow him to maneuver through it. He watched through the windshield as Darla\u2019s car disappeared into the night.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: tahoma, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\"><b><a href=\"https:\/\/goteamfiction.com\/index.php\/2016\/03\/10\/splintered-5\/\">Chapter 5<\/a><\/b><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Chapter 4 Wes, totally oblivious to his surroundings, opened the top drawer and blinked owlishly at the clutter. 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