Part 14<\/b><\/p>\n
Angel decided to leave. He wasn\u2019t needed. Cordelia already had the marks. If that were what had to be stopped to prevent the change in history, it wouldn\u2019t happen in this time. He would tell Wesley what he found out.<\/p>\n
Angel stilled. One, then the other Angelus had leapt to the ledge of Cordelia\u2019s balcony. He watched and waited. When they went in he would.<\/p>\n
Angel\u2019s brow creased as the vampires left one after the other going in the opposite directions. He looked after them then back up to the window. He jumped.<\/p>\n
Angel tried to close his eyes to keep out the sight, but it was impossible. He had thought he had seen the beauty of Cordelia Chase but he hadn\u2019t- not even close.<\/p>\n
Her face bathed in pleasure, whimpering, giggling, and sighing his name, as the vampire over her thrust into her. His hands roaming her skin with the knowledge of its secrets, pleasure points exploited with gentleness and purpose. Her hands traveling along the broad pale back, pausing to circle the tattoo on the shoulder, descending, her hands meeting to caress over the ass, urging the vampire deeper into the warmth.<\/p>\n
Angel stood outside looking in- transfixed at the sensual loving display. It was he and Cordelia joined in pleasure and love. Angel\u2019s memories floated up, transposing the look of ecstasy on the lovely face to one of terror, the hands that stroked and teased became locked in bands against a headboard. The soft laughter and words of love turned into screams. Angel jerked his head away, banishing the images.<\/p>\n
Those he never wanted to see again. He glanced back at the couple on the bed. Cordelia\u2019s eyes squeezed tight, the pleasure on her face vibrant, the words of love sighing from her pleasure swollen lips and it was all for Angel. That’s the image he needed to see.<\/p>\n
Angel\u2019s hand moved to the handle of the window, opening it slowly, the couple to absorb in each other to notice. He leaned into the slight break, inhaling the combined scents. His and Cordelia\u2019s, intermingling become one. He closed his eyes and breathed it all in, wondering in awe how the coupling could exist, and accepting without guilt that this was the future he wanted-a future without the pain of the past.<\/p>\n
Angel clenched his jaw refusing to let the burning in his loins be released as the cries and shouts of completion echoed in the scent and silence of the room.<\/p>\n
He leaned his forehead on the glass, closing his eyes living in the scent.<\/p>\n
Angel\u2019s brown eyes went back to the couple, not sure how much time had passed. The vampire stood at the dresser, Cordelia stretching, showing her lean and subtle form.<\/p>\n
The vampire came back to the bed, pushing her down, exploring the body again. This time with an intense concentration, the girl writhing and gasping, pulling at the vampire, bringing him to the marks on her neck. Involuntarily, Angel\u2019s growl echoed the vampire\u2019s on the bed, his eyes matching in a gold gleam.<\/p>\n
The vampire on the bed stopped in his purpose, jerking his head, his golden glare locking on the one staring through the window. The vampire moved, ignoring Cordelia\u2019s sudden whine of surprise and shout as she landed on floor with the vampire and bed between her and the window.<\/p>\n
All Angel\u2019s instincts screamed to attack. He forced his emotions down, his demon face receding, making his decision. Angel pushed on the floor length window and entered.<\/p>\n
The vampire\u2019s narrowed golden glare scrutinized Angel, pausing sniffing cautiously, and then his own demon guise disappeared.<\/p>\n
\u201cAngel?\u201d Cordelia peeked up.<\/p>\n
\u201cDown, Cordy,\u201d the vampire pushed at the brown head at his side.<\/p>\n
Cordelia\u2019s head popped back up. \u201cBut, it\u2019s Angelus 1. Eww, how long as he been out there\u2026.sick perv.\u201d She glared at the clothed vampire.<\/p>\n
Both vampires turned their stares at the young woman.<\/p>\n
\u201cAngelus 1?\u201d The naked vampire raised a brow.<\/p>\n
\u201cSure, look at all the black. I told you he was limited, or maybe it\u2019s just Wolfram & Hart without an imagination or fashion sense. Angelus 2 likes flashy bright silks and leather.\u201d Cordelia appraised the dark vampire at the window. \u201cNot wearing the pants. Angelus 1\u2026wait same my name,\u201d she glared.<\/p>\n
\u201cCordy, he knows your name.\u201d The naked vampire turned in exasperation.<\/p>\n
Angel just watched, his passive expression hiding his renewed awe. Didn\u2019t anything faze the young woman?<\/p>\n
\u201cShh, that\u2019s great, Angel, give him a hint.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cCordelia.\u201d<\/p>\n
Cordy nodded. \u201cGood save. So, evil vampire, what\u2019s my name?\u201d she glared at the dark clothed vampire.<\/p>\n
\u201cCordelia Chase.\u201d<\/p>\n
Cordelia leaned back, her face scrunched up in consideration. She shook her head. \u201cThat\u2019s a new one, we\u2019ll have to stick to fashion.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cCordy, what the hell are you talking about?\u201d The naked vampire demanded.<\/p>\n
\u201cAngel, Angelus 1-1898- wears black, limited, that\u2019s why the big \u2018wear\u2019 the purple shirt request and he calls me Cordy- well, my Cordy, but icky to that. Angelus 2- 1998- is a little gay in his choice of wardrobe. It\u2019s not necessarily the leather pants; you\u2019ve got a great ass, so they look good, but with his choices of top wear, the combination is just well a biker Lorne.\u201d She shrugged.<\/p>\n
\u201cOh, he calls me Cordelia\u2026.or Coordeelllia, in a really obnoxious evil way. See, the way I figure it, Gertie, Pa, all the girls at the Inn called me Cordy, so Angelus did. But, here Angel never thought of me as anything other than Cordelia, or Xander\u2019s girlfriend\u2026so Cordelia. Or the moron\u2019s slut, which by the way I really hated, because it wasn\u2019t true.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI did not\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYeah, you did, the first time around.\u201d Cordelia nodded. \u201cIt was an off the cuff remark, not even directed to me, but to Buffy. If she hadn\u2019t been so freaked about you popping up all evil in her face, she probably would\u2019ve agreed\u2026well, not about the moron part. Xander was never a moron, just sweetly clueless and goofy- and a cheater, but that didn\u2019t make him necessarily a moron, just hurtful and a guy.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe was a moron.\u201d Both vampires said.<\/p>\n
\u201cAngel, why isn\u2019t Angelus 1, trying to kill you?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cProbably too stunned by the nonsense coming from your mouth and STAY down, and put this on,\u201d Angel tossed the sheet over her. Angel shook his head and looked back at the other vampire. \u201cAsking who you are is pretty stupid, so how about what version and why are you are here.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAngel, why aren\u2019t you going \u2018Grr\u2019,\u201d Cordelia stood wrapping the sheet around her.<\/p>\n
\u201cCordy, I told you\u2026.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou aren\u2019t \u2018grr\u2019 so why should I hide. If he\u2019s not Angelus 1 and I’m still not sure he\u2019s not, look at that horrid expression, all scowly.\u201d<\/p>\n
The vampire blinked at the young woman and the finger she waved at him. “Wesley sent me.\u201d<\/p>\n
Cordelia wrinkled her brows. \u201cYou sure you didn\u2019t mean Wolfram & Hart, easily mixed up, one a law firm, on a man, one evil, one smart and good, both starting with W.\u201d<\/p>\n
Angel turned to look again at the young woman matching the other vampire’s stare. \u201cWhat? What did I say?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI have no idea.\u201d The naked vampire shrugged. \u201cWhy did Wesley send you and from when.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAngel?\u201d Cordelia interrupted.<\/p>\n
\u201cCordy, he has a soul.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOh, oh, you can sense that? How? Are you sure, he looks pretty soulless, no color.\u201d Her eyes widened. \u201cOh god, you\u2019re not beige again are you. Or, is he your sewer guy? Why would Wesley send Angel B here?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAngel B?\u201d Both vampires said.<\/p>\n
\u201cAngel A,\u201d she pointed to the naked vampire. \u201cYou\u2019re B. I can\u2019t call you Angel. He\u2019s Angel,\u201d she pointed back to the naked vampire. \u201cBut then again, if you have a soul, then I guess you are too, so \u2018B\u2019.\u201d<\/p>\n
Angel A closed his eyes counting to ten. \u201cGo get dressed.\u201d He said with manufactured calm.<\/p>\n
\u201cNo, I want to find out what Angel B is doing here.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI will tell you when I find out and AFTER you get dressed.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cNo?\u201d Angel A eyed her.<\/p>\n
Cordelia bit her lip. \u201cNo,\u201d she said quickly and with a lot less enthusiasm. Angel was getting close to using the no nonsense growl of his. She had to stop him otherwise he\u2019d win. Cordelia opened her mouth.<\/p>\n
Angel blocked the oncoming words with a hand. \u201cCordelia, don\u2019t try, okay.\u201d He picked her up and tossed her in the bathroom, closing the door after her, ignoring her banging. \u201cYou were saying,\u201d he said to Angel B.<\/p>\n
\u201cGod Damn\u2019t Angel, I don\u2019t have anything to change into in here. Let me out.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWould you,\u201d Angel nodded indicating that he wanted the vampire to take his place blocking the bathroom door.<\/p>\n
Angel B shrugged a little stunned by both of them taking the other vampire\u2019s place against the door.<\/p>\n
\u201cThanks.\u201d Angel went to Cordy\u2019s closet pulling out an armful of clothes and then went to her drawers and gathered some more. Angel stood outside the door. \u201cOkay, when I count to three you can open it but you\u2019ll have to be quick, she\u2019s fast. Ready.\u201d Angel counted throwing the clothes in as soon as the door opened. \u201cNow.\u201d Angel stepped back as the door shut again and the high-pitched curse sounded.<\/p>\n
\u201cGet dressed, then I\u2019ll let you out.\u201d Angel shoved her desk chair under the doorknob.<\/p>\n
\u201cYOU are so in for it, buster.\u201d<\/p>\n
Angel picked up his pants, shoving them on, slumping to the bed grounding his fingers to his temple and holding his stomach.<\/p>\n
Angel B stared. \u201cWhat\u2019s wrong with you?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cMigraine, ulcers.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou can’t get migraines and ulcers.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou obviously haven\u2019t lived with Cordy\u2026\u201d Angel\u2019s eyes shot up, standing immediately the imaginary ailments gone. \u201cYou haven\u2019t lived with Cordy. Why haven\u2019t you lived with Cordy? Why did Wesley send you here? From what future?\u201d Angel growled.<\/p>\n
Angel B finally recognized the vampire. \u201cWesley found me four years from now, he came with Gunn and then a woman named Fred showed up they told me the last four years of my life shouldn\u2019t have happened. That Cordelia Chase should be with me as my seer, as my lover. I didn\u2019t believe them.\u201d<\/p>\n
Angel\u2019s body vibrated in a low growl. \u201cWhere was Cordy?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWesley warned me not to tell you, but you\u2019d know if I was lying and you need to trust me, she needs to trust me, so\u2026In my future, Cordelia Chase has been in a coma since 1998.\u201d Angel B watched as his counter part stilled, the rage and fear cementing his body to the floor.<\/p>\n
\u201cAngel, I\u2019m dressed now let me out or when we get home, you\u2019re sleeping on the sofa forever.\u201d<\/p>\n
Angel B watched as the vampire before him weighed the words, not the threat but the voice and what he had just learned. Angel B wouldn\u2019t have let her out. He didn\u2019t want the other vampire to let her out. He didn\u2019t want her to hear what he had done to her, but it looked like he wouldn\u2019t get a say in it.<\/p>\n
Angel walked to the bathroom and opened the door. \u201cNo more.”<\/p>\n
Cordelia blinked up. It was his no nonsense voice. Something had happened while she had been locked in the bathroom. She looked again at the vampire and nodded her acquiesce.<\/p>\n
\u201cThank you.\u201d He kissed her forehead.<\/p>\n
\u201cCordy, Angel.\u201d Angel hesitated, then shook his head.”Angel B\u2026was just saying that Wesley sent him back because the time line to our present has been changed.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI take it since reinforcements arrived that we didn\u2019t win the lottery or you shansued, so\u2026it\u2019s not good.\u201d Cordelia studied the strange vampire with Angel\u2019s face and a soul. \u201cBut you still have a soul, so I\u2019m not dead.\u201d She scrunched up at the vampires. \u201cI\u2019m not good though am I and either is he.\u201d She pointed to Angel B. \u201cWhat happened?\u201d<\/p>\n
Angel studied the young woman. \u201cYou\u2019re are in a coma, have been since 1998.\u201d<\/p>\n
Cordelia frowned. \u201cWhy didn\u2019t Angelus just kill me?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWe don\u2019t \u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cPlease, Angel, 1998, coma- what’d you think, I was crossing the street and got hit by a car? Accidents don\u2019t happen in Sunnydale.\u201d Cordelia stared at Angel B.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou did it. You lost your soul and in 1998 you did it\u2026it couldn\u2019t have been Angelus 1, he knew about the prophecy; he wouldn\u2019t have left me in a coma. What happened\u2026did Buffy interrupt or did you just decide that a coma was better than death, what?\u201d<\/p>\n
Angel B\u2019s first reaction was to run, to run as far as possible from her frank stare, but he resisted. She wasn\u2019t accusing him, she was just asking.<\/p>\n
\u201cCordy, it doesn\u2019t matter.\u201d Her Angel pleaded.<\/p>\n
Angel B studied the other vampire he didn\u2019t want to know as much as Angel B didn\u2019t want to say. The vampire was afraid that what Cordelia would hear would affect her feelings for him.<\/p>\n
Cordelia gazed at the vampire she loved, touching his face tenderly. \u201cYou\u2019re right-it doesn\u2019t. I love you. I told you that Angelus would never come between us, I meant it.\u201d She smiled into the vampire\u2019s deep unsure eyes.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou don\u2019t have any memory of whatever happened so don\u2019t even think about being getting all broody about it. And you,\u201d she walked up to Angel B. \u201cShouldn\u2019t either, though, I know it pretty useless to tell you to stop. I can\u2019t stop him completely about his time without a soul, but it wasn\u2019t you or it wasn\u2019t who your soul let\u2019s you be. You are good, you are wonderful.\u201d Cordelia stared into the vampire\u2019s eyes.<\/p>\n
\u201cDidn\u2019t anyone forgive you, not even Buffy? She forgave Angel for killing Jenny Calendar and torturing Giles, I can\u2019t believe that me in a coma would change that -she loved you. Granted, she didn’t want to accept the whole \u2018Angelus is a real part of you\u2019 bit but she did love you. She didn\u2019t turn her back on you before. Oh, god, you didn\u2019t even have Doyle did you? Wesley? You said Wesley sent you here, so you did have him right. Gunn? Fred?\u201d Cordelia pleaded with the vampire to answer her.<\/p>\n
Angel B didn’t know what to think except his decision was the correct one. He didn’t want any future without Cordelia Chase it in. She was more than just courage and spirit she was love. His soul ached to claim her surpassing the want of his body.<\/p>\n
Angel narrowed his eyes at his alternate twin, gently tugging Cordelia closer to him. The vampire had a soul but Angel didn’t like the way he was staring at Cordelia as if she were the answer to all of his dreams, the cure for whatever caused him pain. Angel understood it, but he didn’t like it.<\/p>\n
“Cordy, it doesn’t matter. We have to get out of here.”<\/p>\n
“Why?”<\/p>\n
“Because I’m here in your bedroom and so his he,” Angel pointed to the other vampire.<\/p>\n
“But,” Cordelia started to question, then the realization hit her. “When I invited you in, I invited everybody in didn’t I?”<\/p>\n
Angel nodded.<\/p>\n
“Oh.” She glanced at the vampire’s naked chest. “Be right back.” she ran.<\/p>\n
“Cordy,” Angel took off after her, catching her in the hall. “Cordy?”<\/p>\n
“Angel,” she scrunched up her face. “Angel, he scares me.”<\/p>\n
Angel B tensed as he heard her words from outside the bedroom. Had she been lying about accepting him? Was he wrong to want and hope?<\/p>\n
“I won’t let…”<\/p>\n
“No, it’s not that, he’s not an Angelus, it’s just that…Angel, he so sad and alone. I don’t ever want you to be that way. Whatever future he came from can’t happen, promise me. I don’t want you to be alone.”<\/p>\n
Angel leaned his forehead against hers. “Wesley sent him to make sure that didn’t happen. Everything will be all right.”<\/p>\n
Cordelia nodded and then scrunched up her face again. \u201cHow long do you think he was out there? I mean he has a soul right, so he wouldn\u2019t be doing the peepy evil perv thing, would he.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m sure he just had arrived.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAt my bedroom window when we were making love?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHe probably just sensed us in the same place and figured it would be quicker than knocking on the door.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOh. You think?\u201d Cordy paused. \u201cOkay, you should know. I\u2019ll be right back.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cCordy, where are you going?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou said to get dressed. Well, you Mr. Impatient ruined ‘my’ favorite shirt, so I\u2019ll get you one of my dad\u2019s. Be right back.\u201d<\/p>\n
Angel watched Cordy run off. \u2018He should know\u2019. Angel was afraid he did know and he was pissed. Pissed that he hadn\u2019t sensed the other vampire\u2019s presence sooner,<\/p>\n
Angel didn\u2019t know how long Angel B had been outside watching, but he knew with a surety it was longer than he would ever tell Cordelia. Angel would have to hope that the guilt he sensed in the other vampire outweighed any lingering desire.<\/p>\n
Angel B stared out the window as he listened to the low conversation in the hallway. He hadn’t been wrong.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhy a coma?\u201d Angel entered the bedroom. He needed to understand, and then he could gauge how trustworthy the vampire was- soul or no soul.<\/p>\n
Angel B turned away from the window to hold Angel\u2019s hard stare. \u201cBuffy interfered before Cordy could drink. She was on the cusp of death and remained that way. No amount of transfusion helped. The hospital was private and as an added precaution, her room was sealed by a barrier spell. Her parents were dead, so she was the only one that could\u2019ve given me permission, but she wasn\u2019t talking.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHer parents?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHer mother thought I was Cordelia’s date. She was just grateful it wasn’t Xander, so was her father. Didn’t seem to mind that I was older. He gave me a drink before he died, mom died quickly after that. Cordelia came home shortly afterwards. The whole gang had escorted her safely to the door. They didn’t even figure out that something was wrong until Cordelia didn’t show up in school the next day.<\/p>\n
In retrospect, I made some mistakes. I was too arrogant regarding Buffy’s love for the face and the soul. But, finding Cordelia’s headless parents and Cordelia gone had obviously pushed her to the edge where she could no longer hesitate or block out Xander’s demand for her to kill me or Giles’ anger over Jenny Calendar\u2019s recent death.<\/p>\n
That’s why Buffy could never forgive me or love me when the soul returned. It was Xander. Giles could distinguish the actions of Angelus from the soul abet reluctantly- Xander couldn’t. So, she chose Xander.”<\/p>\n
“But, Buffy didn’t kill you.”<\/p>\n
“Not from lack of trying, I just made sure that she didn’t get the chance to win.”<\/p>\n
Rage and sorrow surged in Angel’s chest as he heard the other vampire’s matter fact recounting. Angel had no illusions. There were more horrors in between the bare recitation that could be told. His senses searched out, relieved that Cordelia was still safely out of listening range.<\/p>\n
Cordelia could forgive Angelus the injury to herself. It was a memory she didn’t have, but Angel wasn’t so sure about the knowledge that Angelus killed her parents could be pushed aside so easily.<\/p>\n
Angel closed his eyes and shook his head, willing the need to kill the vampire that had caused that pain away. He had to keep reminding himself that it hadn’t happened yet and that it wouldn’t. And he had to give the vampire credit for being honest.<\/p>\n
But, his honesty triggered warning bells through out Angel. That vampire had acted out of the same desire and need that Angelus 1 had. What were the chances that that desire went away after four years of a guilt-ridden soul.<\/p>\n
Angel B watched the vampire that was him but not him. The vampire was weighing what he heard deciding whether to trust him. Angel B needed the vampire to trust him.<\/p>\n
“The day that Buffy came to the mansion and told me the choice she had made was the last day I saw her. I left Sunnydale. I never thought of Cordy again.”<\/p>\n
“I don’t believe you.”<\/p>\n
“Would you have? Would you have dreamed of the beautiful brunette that got away once again or would you have dreamed about the broken lifeless body that was hooked up to machines, put there because of your demon’s desire, a desire that destroyed Buffy’s love. Could you think about Cordelia without thinking about the horror’s you committed on her young body or the sadness and finality in Buffy’s eyes.<\/p>\n
You’re judging me based on the feelings that you have for Cordelia now, feelings developed without Angelus’ acts to prevent them, with four years of knowing her and her knowing you. I didn’t have that all I have is a fleeting memory of desire and want and an unbearable memory of the atrocities I committed on a young girl and the resulting loss of the only woman I ever loved. You do remember that you loved Buffy, don’t you.”<\/p>\n
Angel narrowed his eyes. It sounded good but off somehow, something was still tugging at him warning him. \u201cI also remember the demon\u2019s need and the soul didn\u2019t, doesn\u2019t cure it, or make it go away.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAgain, you are judging me by what you feel. I don\u2019t understand you. I know why Buffy chose Xander, I understand that as Angelus I broke the final straw of her trust, what I don\u2019t understand is how that when you didn\u2019t you somehow decided that you were no longer in love with Buffy but with Cordelia Chase. What I feel for that girl is spurned by guilt, the desire long buried and dead because of it. I am here only to erase the memory of Buffy\u2019s choice. The future you have I will settle for, if only to get rid of the sound of Buffy\u2019s voice, the tears in her eyes as she told me that our love was destroyed. Cordelia Chase will be safe from Angelus.\u201d<\/p>\n
Angel\u2019s response was halted at the rapid heartbeat out side the door. He broke from the vampire\u2019s steady gaze and went to Cordelia.<\/p>\n
\u201cCordy,\u201d his hands went to the young woman standing by the door; her shoulders slumped by truth that just wasn\u2019t true.<\/p>\n
\u201cWhatever. Here,\u201d she handed Angel a sweater.<\/p>\n
\u201cCordy,\u201d Angel urged forcing the young woman to look at him. \u201cYou know why I love you.\u201d<\/p>\n
Cordelia blinked up. \u201cNo, Angel, I really don\u2019t. I don\u2019t even know why Angelus wants me. Actually, I think I do know. It was just a bad-fucking comedy of errors. I beamed down in 1898. I had a vision, a big turn on for Angelus, can we say Drusilla, that was just it, but because I escaped, Angelus got his poor old ego bruised. And now all this shit.\u201d<\/p>\n
Angel B slid into the shadows. He had played the Buffy card to get the reaction he wanted from the other vampire but he hadn\u2019t realized the effect it would have on Cordelia.<\/p>\n
Angel B knew as well as the vampire trying to draw in the tense brunette that Buffy wasn\u2019t a component to be considered in the vampire\u2019s love or desire for Cordelia but obviously the young woman had doubts. Angel B stood immobile but winced inside, he had never wanted to hurt the young woman, but the other vampire had to believe.<\/p>\n
In Sunnydale,with a soul, Buffy was the only woman that Angel had loved, the other vampire knew that and knowing that Cordelia hadn\u2019t ever been a part of his life, the other vampire would have to accept Angel B’s truth.<\/p>\n
\u201cCordy, of course you know. You\u2019ve lived the same days, months and years I did. You were there for me, always. We were, are best friends. You know you are the one that made me laugh. You know you are the one that made me go shopping. You know you are the one that made me not kill Paulie, you know you are the one that got be hooked on all Body Works products, you know\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Cordelia\u2019s finger stopped his continuing list. \u201cPaulo.\u201d She said with a small smile.<\/p>\n
Angel raised a brow.<\/p>\n
\u201cNot Paulie, but Paulo. And I didn\u2019t do anything you were just too shocked at the idea of highlights and teal leather to kill him or run. For which both Fred and I are grateful because he\u2019s still the best hairdresser around.\u201d<\/p>\n
Angel fell into her smile holding her close. \u201cI love you.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI know.\u201d She whispered back. \u201cJust a slight flashback of insecurity, must be the room. Now, put the sweater on so we can go. Um, Angel where are we going to go?”<\/p>\n
“I have an idea,” Angel sat on the bed to put on his shoes.<\/p>\n
“Well, share with the class,” Cordelia placed her hands on her hips.<\/p>\n
“First, we need to know why he’s here,” Angel nodded his head at the other vampire.<\/p>\n
“He told us -Wesley sent him.”<\/p>\n
“Specifically. So,\u201d Angel stood, facing and waiting for the other vampire to answer.<\/p>\n
“It’s too late.”<\/p>\n
“What do you mean it’s too late?\u201d Angel growled.<\/p>\n
“It can’t be.\u201d Cordelia yelped.<\/p>\n
“It is. I told Wesley why Angelus noticed Cordelia and I was sent to stop it. But it’s already happened. The marks.” he pointed to Cordelia’s neck. “Wesley said that the 17 year old Cordelia didn’t have the marks, but I saw them on her in 1998. And well,” he pointed again. “When did Angelus mark you, I’ll have to go back and tell Wesley to readjust the spell.”<\/p>\n
“Cordy,” Angel swung around to face the young woman.<\/p>\n
“Like you didn’t notice, so don’t go all grry,” she held up her hand. “These aren\u2019t from Angelus they came with me same as the visions.” She shrugged. “Don’t know how or why for that matter I don’t know why I’m in my 17 year old body. Where is my body by the way? Wolfram & Hart don’t have it do they. I better still have my eyes.”<\/p>\n
“You had a vision?\u201d Angel held on to the young woman’s shoulders peering at her face. “Are you all right? You don’t have the potion.” he brushed at her hair to get an even better look at Cordelia.<\/p>\n
“I’m fine. Mom as a well stocked pharmacy in her bathroom.”<\/p>\n
Angel pulled the young woman in a hug. “I’m sorry Cordy.”<\/p>\n
“Sorry that my mom has pain killers?” She pushed back with a puzzled frown.<\/p>\n
“That I wasn’t here that you had a vision and the victim, well…I know how that must of hurt.”<\/p>\n
“The victims were saved, well except…well, the one Angelus 1 killed after I saved him.\u201d Cordelia frowned. “Bastard.”<\/p>\n
Angel’s hand went immediately to his temple rubbing furiously. “You went to Buffy,” he said with hopeful false hope.<\/p>\n
“Of course not. Right, how would’ve I explained that. No, I went. It was only vampires. You should have seen me. I kicked the first like,” she started to demonstrate. Angel blocked her kick holding her leg in the air. “Cordy, you went on a vision, more than one, knowing that Angelus was out there.”<\/p>\n
Cordelia hopped up and down trying to free her captured leg. “Don\u2019t be silly, I didn\u2019t know Angelus 1 was here then. I couldn\u2019t let that stupid horny couple die now could I? I kicked.\u201d Cordelia paused in her hopping, glaring a moment at her imprisoned leg. \u201cI hit,\u201d she swung in the air. \u201cAnd then staked. You would\u2019ve been proud.\u201d She beamed. \u201cCan I have my leg back now?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd the second?\u201d Angel bit out, still holding her leg. \u201cNevermind, I don\u2019t want to know, my head will explode.\u201d He pushed down her leg.<\/p>\n
Cordelia rolled her eyes. “Big baby, you don’t get migraines.”<\/p>\n
“How do you know?\u201d Angel glared.<\/p>\n
“Because you’re a vampire, dumb ass. I asked Wesley, he said it was physiology impossible, no pounding of blood vessels or swelling of the brain cuz you’re dead.” she stuck out her tongue.<\/p>\n
Angel growled, getting up. “What else haven’t you told me?”<\/p>\n
“Like I had time to tell you anything. You, all me vamp you my woman, dragging me by my hair. Hmmph.”<\/p>\n
“I did what? If I recall you were the one that had me slammed up against the door, telling me too shut up a kiss you.”<\/p>\n
“Oh, like little old me could push you around Mr. strong ass vampire,” completely ignoring the truth.<\/p>\n
Angel B watched, pushed back to the shadows by the intimacy of the loud shouting. It amazed him. The young woman had no hesitancy in being loved by the vampire or yelled at by him. He glanced at his counterpart. There was a freedom in his stance, one allowed by the complete acceptance by Cordelia. It made him hungry for the same liberation.<\/p>\n
“You push me around all the time and don’t change the subject.”<\/p>\n
“Hmmph.”<\/p>\n
“Cordy,” Angel ordered.<\/p>\n
“You’re just going to get mad.”<\/p>\n
“I already am.”<\/p>\n
“Fine. While I was out, I happened by chance to run into Angelus 2, then Angelus 1.”<\/p>\n
Angel closed his eyes rubbing at his temples. “And.”<\/p>\n
\u201cAnd, nothing. They were charming as usual but neither bit me. These,\u201d Cordelia laid her hand over the marks.\u201d Are yours, I told you they came with me. Which brings me back to WHERE\u2019S MY BODY? Why am I not in it?\u201d<\/p>\n
Angel took a deep breath. \u201cWolfram & Hart used a spell and the portal to transport your soul- you\u2019re body is safe at the Hyperion.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSoulless? Am I evil? I better not be evil.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou are in a coma.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAnother one. Geez, I really hate those Satan toadies.\u201d Cordelia paused, her brow fixed in concentration, her thoughts bringing a smile to her face. \u201cThe visions and your marks must come with my soul. Pretty cool, uh.\u201d She nodded with Angel to agree with here.<\/p>\n
\u201cCool?\u201d Both vampires questioned.<\/p>\n
\u201cSure,\u201d she smiled wider to Angel. \u201cYou marked my soul. Which is cool and good because nothing\u2019s been changed, once we send Angelus 1 back and then me the marks and soul will go with me. Leaving this body without them until its time for you do it again.\u201d<\/p>\n
It was cool. Angel just didn\u2019t think that he should agree that it was cool. When he first marked Cordelia it was at her urging to remove the memory of Angelus. But the times later that he tasted her blood infusing the marks with more of his scent couldn\u2019t be justified by that original reason.<\/p>\n
That Cordelia had been willing and accepting each time didn\u2019t change the fact that during those times Angel had been allowing the need of his demon to take advantage of the young woman\u2019s love. It made him feel guilty and undeniably happy.<\/p>\n
Angel B couldn\u2019t believe what he was hearing. He had listened to Wesley, Fred and Gunn\u2019s words, their arguments and rationalizations that their vampire with a soul had touched Cordelia in such a manner. But, the concept had been so unbelievable that he hadn\u2019t processed it. He hadn\u2019t been able to imagine any scenario that would\u2019ve allowed his soul to permit his demon to mark any human.<\/p>\n
But, that vampire had. Angel B narrowed his eyes at the flashes of the couple on the bed before they were interrupted.<\/p>\n
\u201cIt wasn\u2019t Angelus. You are the reason.\u201d He glared to Angel. \u201cYou just couldn\u2019t resist the urge of the demon to mark that body,\u201d he pointed to Cordelia. \u201cYou did it and left her vulnerable to\u2026me. You bastard. It was your fault all of it. You are\u2026.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHey,\u201d Cordelia interrupted sharply. \u201cJust stop it.\u201d She stepped closer to her vampire grabbing his hand, her flashing gaze on Angel B. \u201cI get that you’re guilt ridden about what YOU did without a soul and how it destroyed,\u201d she quoted with one hand. \u201cBuffy\u2019s trust, love whatever, but that\u2019s not Angel\u2019s fault. Buffy just couldn\u2019t deal with it. She never could deal with the Angelus\u2019 part of him, just like she couldn\u2019t with you. So, the breakup was more painful than the way it should\u2019ve been, but the break up does happen with or without my marks. You obviously can\u2019t understand why I wanted Angel to mark me and you know what WE don\u2019t care,\u201d she waved her hand between she and Angel.<\/p>\n
\u201cBecause we do understand. So, just keep your judgments and blame to yourself. You\u2019ve done what Wesley sent you to accomplish and you can just go now.\u201d She turned and placed her hand on Angel\u2019s chest. \u201cAnd don\u2019t you even think about getting broody or blaming yourself for something that hasn\u2019t happened or for wanting something that I want just as much. Angel, we both know it makes US stronger.\u201d<\/p>\n
Angel\u2019s statement died in his throat at Cordy\u2019s determined lecture and angry words to the other vampire. He wouldn\u2019t apologize. She was right. Cordelia\u2019s complete acceptance did strengthen their love, making their bond all encompassing. He slowly nodded.<\/p>\n
Angel B stood impassively as Cordelia\u2019s censure towards him turned to a compassionate lecture to the other vampire. \u201cI won\u2019t leave yet.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou aren\u2019t needed. I have my Angel.\u201d<\/p>\n
Angel B refused to flinch at the young woman\u2019s harsh words. \u201cIt\u2019s not just Angelus 1 that your Angel,\u201d he bit out,\u201d will have to deal with- Angelus 2 has seen the marks in the cemetery. They both were here,\u201d he flung his hand to the window. \u201c And they both will be back.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cGeez, were tickets being sold?\u201d Cordelia threw up her hands. \u201cAre you the only version that doesn\u2019t have a perv bone in your body.\u201d She glanced at Angel.<\/p>\n
Angel B narrowed his eyes at the squirming other vampire wondering how he would lie his way out of Cordelia\u2019s disregard.<\/p>\n
Angel took a deep breath. \u201cIt\u2019s not perversion. It\u2019s you and wishful thinking on their part. It was their body they saw making love to you.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOh. Still eww.\u201d<\/p>\n
Angel nodded, forcing down his anger. God, he had been a fool- too lost in the happiness at finding Cordy of needing her and he had put her in danger. \u201cCome on, I need to get my coat. \u201d<\/p>\n
Cordelia wrinkled her brow. \u201cWhere are we going?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYou are going to Buffy\u2019s until this is over.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m WHAT? No, I\u2019m not.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cYes, you are. Buffy\u2019s revoked my invitation. You will be safe there from either Angelus. Just tell her that you\u2019re scared or something.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cTell her\u2026.NO WAY.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cCordelia, I\u2019m not arguing about this.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cWell, I am. I\u2019m not going. I\u2019m staying with you.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cCordy, the quicker I send Angelus back, the quicker we go home. I need to know that you are somewhere safe.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBut, Buffy? How about Xander? Or Giles?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBuffy\u2019s the slayer.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBut we don\u2019t want her to go stake happy on any of the Angelus\u2019.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cCordelia.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cFine,\u201d she huffed. \u201cBut I\u2019ll get you and don\u2019t think I won\u2019t remember you locking me in the bathroom either. What about him?\u201d<\/p>\n
Angel B stepped up. \u201cCordelia, I am sorry that I made you angry before. You\u2019re right I don\u2019t understand. But, I do understand that you need to be safe and Angelus 1 returned to his proper time. That\u2019s what I want.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cAngel,\u201d Cordelia searched her vampire for his decision.<\/p>\n
Angel tried to put himself in the other’s place- what would be his reaction if faced with a healthy beautiful Cordelia after what he had done to the teenager. Keep her safe and move heaven and earth to make sure that Angelus never harmed her again. He would want to make that past go away, for Cordelia never to have experienced it.<\/p>\n
Doubts about the other vampire aside, Angel was sure about that, his soul and guilt would demand it, even without the sense of responsibility and love that he found with the young woman in the last four years.<\/p>\n
\u201cWe\u2019ll need another tranquilizer gun. I only brought one.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cThe library. Giles keeps one there for the wolf.\u201d<\/p>\n
Angel nodded. \u201cLet\u2019s get you to Buffy\u2019s.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cHmmph.\u201d She scrambled through her top drawer.<\/p>\n
\u201cCordy?\u201d<\/p>\n
She waved a scarf around then tying around her neck. \u201cShe\u2019d freak. Angel, how will I know when it\u2019s over it\u2019s not like you can just knock on the door.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cKeep a watch, I\u2019ll be the one wearing your dad\u2019s sweater.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cOkay. Now, remember, you can\u2019t kill them. Angelus 1 wears all black and 2-\u201c<\/p>\n
\u201cBiker Lorne.\u201d Angel shook his head. \u201cCordy, do you really think I looked gay?”<\/p>\n
Cordelia rolled her eyes. \u201cDo you really want me to say how sexy Angelus is as long as he keeps his mouth shut?\u201d<\/p>\n
Angel paused, thought about it, started to speak, paused again and thought about it. \u201cI\u2019m not sure.\u201d<\/p>\n
Cordy shook her head. \u201cLet\u2019s go, my beautiful insecure stupid vampire.\u201d She tucked her arm under his leading out of her bedroom.<\/p>\n